• 8:08 PM, Wednesday, December 16, 2009
its the 14th week of attachment.
it seems so long. 7 more weeks to go. however the end seems so far.
have been dragging myself out of the bed everyday.
i'll wake up ard 5 plus automatically . no matter how tired i am.
wanted to sleep more. but cant.
thinking of whats ahead for me, make me feel so stress.
was told tt if there's no challenges, there's no learning.
i agree. but there's somehow an obstable in my mind which me myself must overcome
wonder when can i.
i know that looking things at a different perspective, i may find it easier, but why just cant i see it.
i keep telling myself nightmare is abt to start. my last 7 weeks.
is it true? hais. been very pessimistic . maybe pms too. tsk
maybe a few days later, i may break down again. however, i will hold on and be strong.
i will try hard. steffi, be strong.(:
