• 1:59 PM, Thursday, July 26, 2007
stef is gettin up her nerve
konbawa!steffi today finish her jap test.hmm ?? took the test with sebas, charles.hahax..aiya,tt pink sanwill score well ..!! if not..haahx.as wad u say pink san :" basic 101,if u fail , you are f***ing retarded..tts for u!lolx.when doin the jap paper,i was damndamn worried for sebas.she..tsk tsk!!i feel like giving her my paper and let her copy..wahaha..opps!!no la. anyway , i did not!!=)
Had a chat with sebas, charlies SAN , sarah.they are all talkative and high people. But me,haha. totally opposite. you must really see my mood, battery. every time till the night. when my energy is used up , i tend to get emo, sleepy . so even the jokes is damn FUNNY .. i will smile fakely.is not i want ,is jux tt that who steffi is. hmm.. sometime , i was thinking, am i a wired person.lolx..dunno?for eg in class. with wei ting sound, ren feng loud laughter, elieen got bully.. haha ada hong kong teaching lesson, i will jus smile. so forgive me for tt , for not joining. is not tt is not funny , is jux tt . i can easy get emo.you must see the time, the date..haha, the place.mood..WIRED me!!many people around me smiles with their smile fully ..so nice, to me, i jux cant smile, i mean i dunno how to smile,maybe my teeth is crooked..lolx..so dun dare to smile .hmmm!!!
today reach home about 8.30.EARLY!den, i told mum about the internet connection stuff. den dad came in and say : what?? what happen?who you call? den pMs me throw all my temper out. reply harshly back to him. after i talk to him, i went to the living to watch tv.my mind was thinking of my attitude. am i right? theres no point throwing temper right.i told na tt i did smth wrong.my attitude, regretted doin it.why mux human being be like tt , after commiting mistake so easily ,then a while later , you then realised you are wrong, looking clearly at ther whole problem.hmph!!SORRy daddy!! sorry for being rude.=(
okie den . do hw time!! tml watch movie ALONE with classmates.lookinh forward to it!!AND i am broke!!
good night!! muackx!
